It has been an interesting week. Like CM, I have been seeing the number 11 on the clock more and more.
When I was talking with my sister on the phone two days ago, what I call my God voice had a message for me just before we said good-bye and ended the call. I was clearly told, "This is the last time you will talk to her."
I started to get my edgy, antsy feeling that I always get just before something major happens. Then it went away. Instead, and for the first time when thinking about what could be coming, I felt a sense of calmness come over me. I feel like I'm not really in my physical body, but am an observer of what is happening around me. It is a very surreal feeling, but not unpleasant.
When I walk my dogs in the morning, it is a very spiritual experience. I take that time to connect to Creator, earth and universe. When we were walking yesterday, I got a serious message from my grandfather who crossed over years ago. We talk a lot, but it is always in his usual upbeat, almost joking manner. Not yesterday. Yesterday he was completely serious. THAT got my attention right there. He told me to "connect with God" and to "make sure that you do that."
Last night we were about to leave for band practice and the van battery was dead. Hubby said he left the lights on. He doesn't leave the lights on. The universe was keeping us from leaving. Eventually, he was able to boost the battery and we were on our way. I thought that maybe that was what the messages were about, but the feeling continued. Practice is held in a catholic school. There are sayings that teachers have written down and put up on bulletin boards everywhere. The saying on the bulletin board across the hall from where I was sitting started to fall down. A band member put it back up. It was about connecting with God and you would get a feeling of peacefulness. Interesting.
I feel that what will be is what is supposed to be and that those who walk in the light will all be okay. Just to be clear, my post isn't about religion, but about choosing to walk in the light of love and being connected to Spirit.
I haven't had a feeling like this since I crossed over when I was a kid.